On the 26th, it was a day of release, a day of gods’ arrival, and the freezing rain in the morning made it even colder and colder. After I woke up, I simply stayed in a small hotel. When I was wandering around the town and passing by a wooden bridge, I met that handsome and shy young Lama. He came over with a cage of wild pigeons, which looked like Sakyamuni in his youth. He told me that he bought this cage of wild pigeons from passers-by and now he was going to release them all.

I followed the Lama to climb the mountain ridge outside the town and cage them and sent them back to the sky, but as soon as I seemed to be too frightened, I fell down continuously. The young Lama got up and bent down to pick it up. First, he put it in his arms, warmed it up and clung to his face, and finally it flew away from the Lama’s palm.
I’m close to the Bodhisattva. The Lama told me that I couldn’t understand it. He pointed to the wild pigeons hovering over our heads and said that they might be the embodiment of the Bodhisattva and the living Buddha. I suddenly felt a shock in my heart and asked him how do you know which one is the embodiment of the Bodhisattva and the living Buddha? Are they all? The young Lama hesitated a little, as if he was thinking about the right Chinese to answer me. Then he smiled and smiled, still shy, and the Chinese was still raw. Are they all very good?
At noon, the freezing rain became more and more dense, and my road became more and more muddy and slippery. When the car was climbing hard on Panshan Highway, I could clearly see the mud and stones on the opposite hillside whistling and destroying trees everywhere. Almost at the same time, the sharp brakes resounded through the valley. After our car suddenly skidded and staggered again, it finally overturned, and the cliff on the left fell. I was suspicious, but there was no car falling on the right. The rock stopped moving and I was alive.
This day, I was waiting for rescue, and Panshan Highway was also in an impenetrable rain curtain until it was dark. I was deeply shocked, but the chance came sooner or later. On this day, I will have a sober insight. I believe that the gods are not in heaven or at the table. They have never hit us three feet away from here. Rain and fog are still flapping their wings. Jade pheasants may be a sign of their arrival. We will also be in trouble. We need to rescue them. As soon as you reach out, it will be completed. As soon as you reach out, God becomes a god. Everyone becomes a god. It’s hard to separate people’s desires from God. However, it’s time for this reward to come true, and it’s time for miracles to show people’s hearts together, just like I went to release them in the morning, but I was saved in the afternoon.
Will I meet such a heavy snow in Delingha again in my life? There are dark whirlpools hidden in this heavy snow, which isolate all the mountains and rivers from the outside, except for seeing the fury and the vast complexity, because everything is gone because of the snow
At Chaidamu River, I got off the bus to get my luggage from the trunk to add clothes, but when I was in the dark in the snow curtain, I usually grabbed the clothes, but I couldn’t see the car for a moment. It was right beside me, and I could reach it with my hand, but I just couldn’t see it. At this time, I still didn’t know that the heavy snow was going to disappear from Delingha to Sun Moon Mountain in three days. I would be running around and unable to move in a world that I had never set foot on.
There is no other snow to prove that it would be great if this still white Qian Shan was full of water.
It’s like everyone’s eyes are blind, and every animal’s eyes are blind, but everything is fine because we are blind, and we don’t invade or go to work, and there is little shelter. Everything is blessed to hide in the shelter and get nurtured in the breath. When the world is divided, when the language and desire are hidden away, it’s shameful to be hidden away. The broken and damaged ones will be cured by blizzard overnight and will never show up again. It’s shameful to talk about black rails or bordeaux horses.
Dulan county’s flash can revive the snowy territory, and I will definitely meet dulan county again in my life. Even though I am close to a pastoral area, I will stay in the car for the night until the road is reopened. This night, I was awakened by the sound of heaven and earth, and when I opened my eyes, I felt a hundred thousand flashes in my throat, like a searchlight, and in the sky above them, more miracles were flying high, dark blue and scarlet. These dark blue scarlet lights were scattered and surrounded, and more people were drawn.
But they still don’t all flash, they all have to turn back from the middle of the violent sky, and go straight into the snow and hit the grass to sleep. Although the world is not a disaster at this moment, it is a command ceremony. It is time for grace to wake up. If the river has not thawed, the grass has not sprouted, and 100,000 hearts have not been pounding, then they are all shameful.
However, it seems that a group of horses have been torn apart from heaven and earth. They heard the order and rushed from the pastoral area to join this grace. They screamed all night or shook off the snow calmly, but they did not see panic and entered the human territory. Many times, they flashed straight and saw that they were going to fall. Fortunately, at the last moment, they flashed back and pierced the snow, and they even gave birth to a sound. Look at the horses, they still don’t see panic and are still in the human territory. It seems that at this moment, it is not a threat or a struggle, but a well-known agreement. Since they agreed, they
On this night given by God, I crouched next to the galloping horse, and my body trembled from time to time. I knew how much I wanted to jump out of the car and care whether it was running around or unable to move. I had to hold someone in the snow curtain and tell him that you and I had to spend the rest of our lives like this. In the snow, I thought it was a prison and a hotbed, but if it came, you and I would be willing to rush and burn.
It’s the end of this adventure, the practice of grinding, washing and hair training, and the end of my youth. In other words, I miss it when I’m sober for so many years. It’s not comfort, but I can rely on those rivers to spend time returning flowers and choked before. It’s that I’m not others. I’ve experienced this experience as if I had been saved by the gods before my life, and now a fake miracle reappears. The town has released wild pigeons and flew over my head. What can they see except a suspicious appearance, and how can I expect anything in the room?
But what is it when I read the words of the year and wrote that the long-lost shiver came back to my body? When I stare at the moment, migraine, whooping cough and bird flu milk powder is happening in where will you go, but it is destined to disappear. I am eager to move again. Those who have long since put out the flames are resurgent. There is still another storm in Anxi County, Gansu Province, Qinghai Province. dulan county flashed back to Aksai Poplar. You can continue to prove that I have to go to see and get close again. How can I stop my soul from contacting your soul?
11 songs of horror and mourning
That is, without this earthquake, I always go to Gansu several times a year, from Hexi Gobi to Longdong Cave. This long and narrow thirsty land is probably the province where I have set foot the most except Hubei. I have repeatedly made penance, not because I am happy to send it away, but because I want to save my life. I am counting on my ears. I can clearly hear that I have been here and even they seem to be engraved in my body.
But that’s not what I know. After crossing Wudu, boulders are rolling down from the top of the mountain to prevent possible landslides. The more we get to the rocky place, the more we have to accelerate violently, so as to get rid of the danger of hanging overhead. Occasionally, we can see the blood stained with stones and bleeding. This person is dead or alive. People come on the road without much thought. On both sides of the road, people cut wheat fields, and the rain keeps rolling. Wheat waves can rot in the fields. Their disabled owners have neglected their heads bandaged or put up wreaths dedicated to death in the shade of trees or before setting up temporary tents. That may be the
Many times, we suspected that we couldn’t get to Wenxian county for a section of 10 kilometers, and there were more than a dozen landslides. The fog was still shrouded in front. The tall buildings and mountains finally squeezed through the cracks in the rocks and didn’t walk far, but they heard the sudden and sharp brakes coming from the front, just like a shout in the deep mountains, and at this time it was possible to shout in the surrounding valleys in the lonely rocks.
At last, we will spend the night in Wenxian, where it is raining cats and dogs. A group of strong boys like rolling stones came to unload the medicine and flour we shipped. There were no more people. They had to work at least until dawn to unload the two trucks. We were one foot deep from the truck and one foot shallow to find a place to sleep. People ran to wait and took us into a hotel. This is the last thing left. Before the hotel entered, we got the news. The proprietress arranged the room and slept on the ground floor. The guys also got up in a hurry to greet us and sat down and brought us hot water.
I don’t want to hide our fears at all. Just before we entered the hotel room, we made up our minds never to spend the night in the hotel room. When we couldn’t bear it, we found a piece outside the door and slept in the sleeping bag we had brought. But when we finished eating instant noodles, we seemed to forget our fears. We entered the room and were in front of strangers. We stayed in this hotel. At this moment, I’m afraid it is the strangest hotel in our country. The lights are bright, and the door holes are local. People who have survived these earthquakes have ignored the aftershocks. People want them to push a door and fall asleep.
I actually fell asleep like them until the aftershock occurred at four o’clock in the morning, and my bed shook violently in our hotel. I was suddenly awake, but I was at a loss. I couldn’t even panic. The only flash in my mind was that it was stronger than the earthquake. How can I believe that death just came to the front of my eyes, and it didn’t make a hullabaloo about, and it will continue to be exhausted in the long night? People still hold their short sleep in their hands until dawn.
The fact is that even at dawn, we can meet in grief and horror. I doubt that I will ever forget the girl who came from the fog in the morning in my life. I didn’t ask her name. I know that she tries her luck every day at the intersection from the county seat to Bikou Town to see if there is no car to take her to Bikou. The fact is that she has taken the bus to Bikou several times, but the road collapse is often in a flash. She turned back to this girl with hope. Her parents died young and her brother grew up together. Although she was also buried in the collapsed house when the earthquake occurred, she was not affected. No one expected that when she was rescued from the rubble and saw that her brother and sister’s residence had become a ruin, she was frightened and finally found that she could no longer speak. Others looked at a chance, leaving her unable to stop shivering.
The worse news is still behind. During the earthquake, this girl’s brother was hit by rocks from Bikou to the county seat and never came back to life. Then he was completely buried in a collapsed hillside, and the road had to be rushed through for three days and two days to pick up the collapsed mountain. Therefore, the rescue team was able to transport rocks from the nearby hillside and paved a new road where the truck was buried. It was necessary to wait for a few days until the situation improved slightly before her brother’s body could be dragged from the bottom of this new road.
When I saw her, although so many days had passed, her body was still shaking. People walked over and surrounded her, dragging her and asking her to drink water or eat a steamed bun. She observed people’s kindness, blushing and shyly refusing everyone’s kindness. After all, she couldn’t speak. An elderly woman rushed over and grabbed her hand and didn’t speak. She seemed to be trying to take her home. It was at this moment that she was shocked. Maybe she was frightened before and made another hair. Maybe her roots were against this hair from her bones. Once I accept the pity from my heart, my brother will never come back. Suddenly, she cried vaguely, grabbed her hands and ran forward. No one knows where she will run, but everyone knows where she will go. She is doomed to spend another day from now on.
We need a statue of King Kong, glaring, drinking less and refusing to rest. The rain may also need another world to come to us. This world overflows with sorrow unless there are special changes. When we came, there were not many tears in Wenxian County, a high-rise building. I asked the hotel owner that your kiln collapsed, and so did your honeycomb coal factory. That is, the last bit of family business collapsed. You can also set up a fairy table to entertain passers-by. At this time, resentment should be allowed by the Bodhisattva to cry. It is not necessary. It is even more important that you can sit next to the mourners and remember a joke
The next night, another truck of our goods also arrived in Wenxian Hotel. The owner accompanied us to unload the goods. At three o’clock in the morning, he actually told me about his heart. Who knows what happened? He said that his heart was still dead for decades. To tell you the truth, his heart was not only returned to black, but what did he think of doing? Why not have another big aftershock? Not only did I fall asleep, but I couldn’t let everyone die. He said that these days he really wanted to persuade his wife to give up fasting for ten years. If Bodhisattva eyes, how could we suffer like this? He is also thinking about whether he should take his family away with him after the earthquake, so that the creditors will never find him again. He also said that he wants to slap them now and don’t believe a word. I want to hate someone or a beast now, and I will feel better if I hate it.
The weather is cold and humid, and the winding strip is destined to kill people in the dark. People have lit fires, and pedestrians are rushing around the fire. It looks like a scattered utopia. This may be the utopia in the world. On the way back, the hotel owner suddenly asked me if his distractions were right or wrong, and I naturally answered a real question. I can tell that he will be carrying a kettle again at dawn, and now it can be concluded that those distractions will still haunt him. Things can’t escape, right and wrong, good and evil are on the left, right and wrong, good on the left and evil on the right. So what kind of opportunity is imposed on people from heaven, so that people can carry the kettle on the fire and stay on the left bank of the disaster?
In the heavy fog, Bailong River roared around me. Of course, I knew that when the dawn dawned, I could clearly see that in addition to running the river, the waves of Bailong River were mixed with broken wood rafters, and the bodies of livestock were covered with quilt beds. These had to be exposed like bayonets. At the moment, evil influence was the owner of a hotel in Bailong River, and there were more people who could not sleep. It was better for him to accept this truth. This place is not the bottom of his career. It is a nightmare that he was so depressed that he almost forgot to howl. Maybe many people will return to their souls.
It is difficult for me to write poetry after 51. I closed my mouth early and wanted to disappear. Yes, I just disappeared in the world of life and death. It may be unjust and shameful to give a little guidance. Living people who can’t take proper responsibility are cherished. They can forget or not forget with them.
The mourning is still going on. I want to talk about a Bikou Town dog. The person who told me this story has not seen this dog, but even if it collapses hundreds of times from the county seat to Bikou Road, this dog will eventually climb over the mountains. It is known by more and more people that the owner of this dog is now buried in the ground, and more dead companions have closed their eyes on the 51 ST. People who are alive have to save food, set up tents with colored strips, and give him a scribbled grave. After that, they will be lost in the warehouse for several days. A small piece of striped cloth looks like it was torn by some animal’s claws and then swept away. Is it that beasts in the mountains are also setting up tents here? Striped cloth is already more valuable than diamonds. How can you stop until you find the truth? People will soon find out the truth. The murderer behind the scenes is a thin old dog who followed it to see where it sent the striped cloth. Finally, it didn’t go any further until it walked two miles. It just sent them to the owner’s grave. The wind blew colorful striped cloth everywhere.
I also want to talk about the taciturn middle-aged man who was taken to the city by his relatives after his 16-year-old daughter was killed. We left Wenxian early that day, and after another aftershock, he was placed in the lobby of the hotel building, knowing each other and sitting around to comfort him, but he didn’t show any expression. His eyes were staring at the passing cars outside the door. Finally, I heard him say something, probably because someone advised him to think hard and forget one year, and then forget his daughter’s 16 years old. At this time, he suddenly had tears all over his face and asked how to forget.
Still frightened, those marginal fears scattered in everyone’s mind are still going on. Don’t tell others that we left Wenxian County and Linjiang Township in the twilight. The aftershock happened at 6.4. The car shook violently, and the driver had a headache and dizziness. The driver almost couldn’t control the steering wheel, and there was a billowing of dust around the top of the mountain. No one knew whether it was a good panic. We actually forgot to stop or rushed forward as usual. At the most critical moment, not far away, two local women ran the road and shook hands at us desperately, together with us. The car just woke up from a dream and stopped suddenly. When I lifted my eyes, it looked like it was less than 40 meters ahead. A hillside was overturning, and stones, large and small, fell rapidly like a waterfall. A police car had been smashed and could not move any more. We were less than 40 meters away from death.
That night, after the aftershocks, it was raining cats and dogs, far away from the surrounding rocks. We were wearing raincoats, and the local villagers were all in a vegetable field. The twilight was getting heavier and heavier, and gradually the scenery was no longer visible outside the rain curtain, except that the car sounded suddenly and the ears heard it, and the sound of hillside collapse roared like a demon. An old man holding his granddaughter came up to me with an umbrella and spoke to me anxiously. I couldn’t understand the same. I spoke Mandarin, and he couldn’t understand the feeling. He simply didn’t understand it. I dragged me to the umbrella with them because I had never seen him before, so I didn’t know that my coat was actually a raincoat. I didn’t refuse that three people waited quietly in the umbrella for the moment when we could go back.
In this place where even candlelight is scarce, it is dark, and the last thing in front of us is a new grave that is wet with rain. Suddenly, I am sad that the dead are not my relatives, but my relatives are together. Those who stay in words and phrases like tonight’s boat come to tell you that you are dead and alive. From then on, all kinds of acacia graves have become the most real situation before our eyes. How sad and frightened we are, as dark as night, but the fact is that we can no longer change a law of destruction and predestination, and it will stay forever.
Fortunately, the little girl around me has fallen asleep in her grandfather’s arms. After many years, she will cross the forest and cross the river to those places with flowers. Don’t forget the ridge of the field. Here and now is the clock place. Here is the place where roosters can spend the night in the rice fields. In the spirit of heaven, it will certainly hear the field in shock and call on the gods to bless me. Maybe I will lean against a rock that will not shake any more. Let me rest for six animals and be quiet. Let me plant melons and reap beans.
1 night road 15 miles
He is a failed novelist who has not written a word for several years. Even when he came to this windy and grassy border by the Ergun River, he still couldn’t write every morning. He went to the door at dawn when the dew was still hanging in the national checkpoint on the other side of the grass tip. The signal light was not extinguished. He knew that the river was rushing in this overwhelming gloom, and the flowers were growing into everything. He also knew whether to ride a horse or fall asleep in the alfalfa field by the river in the coming day. He was still going to spend a day in despair.
It was not until nightfall that he returned to the hostel, which was surrounded by sunflowers and birch forests. It happened that there was a strong wind when the night stopped. Clusters of sunflowers were squeezed by the wind and knocked on the window glass. The birch trees beside the sunflowers stumbled in the wind. It looked like dead souls in white. He stared at them and felt that the ghosts were the narrowest, so he hurried to the hall, where he didn’t feel much better than in the room. It was still inexplicable anxiety and even more inexplicable backache, but fortunately, he was still curled up in the dark, so he finally felt a little relieved.
She is a pharmaceutical sales representative who just resigned. I’m afraid even she didn’t expect that in this small village, she would become a living Buddha in the eyes of local people. There are not many men here who have seen a woman more beautiful than her. At one time, Japan and South Korea bunt and Bohemia mix and match. Every time when she is now in the path outside the inn, even the grazing cattle and sheep stopped chewing. At that time, the situation was even worse. marlene dietrich, a small town square in Sicily, was even worse. Because of her arrival, the kindergarten in the birch forest came back to life after many years of abandonment. She led it as a guest teacher
Back at the inn, she changed to smoking one cigarette after another and hardly said a word. No matter who passed by her, she didn’t look out of the window. The sun stung people’s eyes, but she turned a blind eye to it. It was often a little while walking in her face. Some kind of boredom has been clear, although it was not sudden, but it was not more intense when she broke herself. She shouted at the bottom of a sunflower and shouted into the microphone. I am a bitch. Are you satisfied? Another example is that two tenants stayed in the hall for a night.
Her words were like a cold weapon coming from the oblique thorn, and they threw off everyone’s clothes, but everyone could resist it, but they could also argue that the atmosphere was cold in the darkness, together with the two warm tenants, while others, the building materials boss, the design director, and the archaeologists all kept silent and continued this long night.
He or she met in the inn, the small vegetable garden behind the inn, the alfalfa field, and the Ergun River cruise ship. They also made mistakes several times. After all, they didn’t say a word. No one expected that there would be a sudden wind blowing in the wilderness one night, and some unexpected intimacy would suddenly come. Like it or not, they finally walked fifteen miles together in this intimacy. That night, the wind was too strong, and the village lost horses. Everyone went to look for them, and it was no exception. He found one in the same place after midnight. Two men rode back in the direction of the village in tandem. At this time, the wind gradually stopped, the grass tip stopped shaking, and cruising in the square was still their familiarity and appropriate indifference.
But this coldness was quickly dispelled by the two bordeaux horses. They wanted to disperse them, but they had to be compact in three steps and two steps. On horseback, they could follow the horses close to each other and then dodge slightly when they were about to touch each other, but they didn’t dodge. No, they didn’t touch them so many times. It was not awkward to bump into each other. Her horse lost its front hoof and she almost fell off the horse in a staggered way. Fortunately, he reached out to help her. She seemed to be startled and her arm trembled slightly, but she wanted to get rid of it.
Silver moonlight, unknown insects, faint chirping, the Ergun River is dripping behind the marginal grass, which proves that intimacy has arrived. It is actually suddenly forced to say nothing at this moment. On the contrary, she first asked him how much he wanted, and he answered her. Although he wrote badly, he never spent money on it. Gradually, more and more topics were discussed, but their horses became more and more intimate. Many times, bordeaux horses made them almost like riding on the same horse. At this time, the grass raised fog. And soon they can’t see each other clearly, but their bodies are still colliding and gathering away from him. Somehow, they think of two pieces of wrapped silk and come back desperately. At this time, the air is filled with intimacy and ambiguous lust. Every time they leave each other’s arms and skirts, they are faintly worried that they will go to a place that they don’t want to set foot on.
Before dawn, they returned to the inn door, and the fog entered the hall. At the moment when each of them had to go in, both of them suddenly stopped and looked at each other. Although they couldn’t see clearly as usual, the fog could not hide the dagger from the sleeve. It was at this moment that the Shi Huo cherry blossoms and peach blossoms finally died. They smiled and entered the door.
When the fog cleared, the time changed into daylight, and he or she was no longer a stranger before. At first, two people in the hall talked about nothing, and they could walk together outside the inn for a while. Unconsciously, it was like the curtain of a hotel was torn and a beam of light flooded into a dark room. Other people, the building materials boss, the design director and the archaeologists who had recovered from a serious illness were all familiar with it. At first, this familiarity almost made everyone feel amazing and unbelievable, but now that it has happened, they have to indulge in it or go to grass. Building haystacks or chatting up girls from other countries by the river, everyone got together and went with each other. One time, at the birthday party of the design director, everyone even smashed cakes at each other.
How unreal it is to jump around in the cracks of this stone, but everyone has been coveting it for a long time. I have to hold it tight and let me drink on horseback until I am unconscious. I sing on the roof until the only mute in the village is also babbling. From here, I can reach the hospital in Beijing Sea by train. There are many gods and beasts there, but it is not anywhere else. Let’s talk about it and let this inn be cut off because of the bad news.
It’s too much for them to give this secluded place back to this closed inn. Instead of stopping it, the villagers sat around the flame. Archaeologists got drunk. running all the way went to the riverside stable to kiss the horses as girls and hug them. The building materials boss didn’t dance pole dancing at the table, so everyone wouldn’t give up. The design director insisted on building a boat in the yard, and everyone laughed. Before, I helped to make things worse, but in any case, in less than January, the ship actually went into water, and people jumped in succession, eventually sinking, singing and dancing, and people clambered ashore.